So I got a good bra last night, and it helped with the dress being too loose. But it's still slightly loose (as in, I do worry that over the course of an evening it might slip down), and I have to make sure I don't get even a mm thinner.

But I'm in this mindset. I do not want to eat bad again. And I do not want to stop running. I'm addicted to how wonderful I feel being thinner, and a big part of me wishes my dress could be taken in so that I could continue to try to lose more weight.

I know, I know, I can certainly cut down on the dieting and exercising a bit for the next 40 days, and try hard to maintain my weight. And that's what I just HAVE to do. But I just don't want to do it. Man, a month ago, I would have killed to be able to just eat and not have to exercise, and now, I just don't want to stop.

So I'll resign myself to the idea of cutting back, and then after the wedding, I can aim for that bikini body! :) Maybe I can drop another 10 pounds by Florida. That would be nice :) And then, there won't be anything that I have to fit perfectly in.

I don't know how other brides do it. I mean, you have alterations and fittings, but what if you drop 5 pounds the week before your wedding? You are SCREWED.