I think I'm going to dance tonight again. I liked how many calories I burned yesterday. And my arm is STILL killing me. I swear, I feel like something's wrong. Its all blotchy where the shot was, and swollen. It KILLS. I'm sure I'm being a baby, but seriously, when I touch it, it sends shivers down my spine it hurts so much. I think my arm is gonna fall off :)

Its soooo cold outside. Ick. I hate it. I cannot wait for this weekend's nice weather. I'm going to take a walk both days around the neighborhood, do at least 2 miles per day. Maybe I can even convince Brad to walk with me.

Saturday I get to see Shannon, yay! I'm so excited :) We're gonna plan the jewelry for the ladies (the general idea is prepared, we just need to kind of figure out what we're going to do so I can order crystals) and have lunch at yummy Karma. I have sooo been craving Sushi. Haven't had it in a long time. I don't go on my own to get it because I don't know what to order. And Karma's sushi is so far my favorite so I won't really go out of my way to get it anywhere else.

Lets see....I plan to weigh in tomorrow. I expect to have either gained or lost nothing. Because that's how its been going for me. Up usually a half pound. The last weigh in was 156.5. I mean, I'm happy I'm maintaining my weight. But I really want to lose it!!! I read all these magazines where celebrities lose like, 40 pounds just by doing 20 mins of Pilates like, 3 times a week. That's bogus. They're probably eating next to nothing too. It's ridiculous. It sets a false idea that losing weight is simple. It is not simple. It is so damn hard!

I mean. if lettuce tasted like fucking doritos, I'd eat a ton of it. But eating healthy means you don't get all those tasty chocolate brownies and salty chips and carbs that taste so good. It's sooo unfair. Sure you can have fruit and nuts and stuff...but really...the really tasty snacks...they are all bad for you. It just sucks.

I've just gone from happy to grumpy based off this post. WTF?