After reviewing those photos below, and realizing how awful I must have looked. I vow, unless I'm pregnant, never to weigh over 170 again. I want to be healthy. Those photos gross me out. I look AWFUL. Maybe not to other people, but to myself. I know its not like I weighed 400 pounds, but still, I didn't carry that weight well. I don't understand how Brad could still find me attractive like that.